• 1st June
    2012
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    2012
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  • 15th May
    2012
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I speak the truth and everybody else knows it,
So set your ego to the side and just get the fuck over it.
Can’t waste my time on hateful people like you.
So keep wishing you were me and I’ll keep making you have to…


But for real…get the fuck over it.

I’m so tired of hearing you bitch and complain about the DUMBEST shit. It would even be so bad if you weren’t constantly dragging it out and throwing pity parties for yourself. Life is way to short for that…

Be happy.End of story. Yea, things suck, but holding grudges and acting like a 5 year old about everything won’t get you very far. That might have flown when you were alone and still living with mommy and daddy, but you’re a grown up now…so it’s time to act like it.

  • 9th May
    2012
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  • 1st May
    2012
  • 01

I’m really trying to be happy for you, I promise…

But I don’t think I can be.

It’s been months since I’ve been on tumblr, or needed to be. So what draws me to it now?A text.

That was all it took this morning to completely shake me and make my world come crashing down.

I have really mixed feelings about what’s going on right now. I want to be happy for you and be excited to be an aunt. I want to be able to be supportive and giddy. I mean, it’s not like I look down on you for the fact you got pregnant now. I have a beautiful god daughter because my best friend got pregnant sooner than expected. But there’s a difference already at how things are being handled.

I’m really upset with the fact that you’re already 3 months along and I’m just now finding out. In a reverse situation, You would have been one of the first people I told. You’re my sister. I would have told you before telling my mom and dad. Especially since they’d be less then thrilled given that history. They’re watching their kid make the same mistakes they did. Regardless, I respect your decision to tell your mom and dad first. What I cannot wrap my head around is the fact that all I got was a text that said “Well, told the rents so I guess it’s time to tell you, you’re going to be an aunt at the end of October. We find out in a few weeks what it is!” That’s it. No phone call. Just one text. Alright, I can even look past that. Then there’s the fact you’re already over 3 months along. Supposedly, you didn’t know because you only have your period every 3 months because of your birth control. I don’t believe that. I feel like you were more trying to decide if you wanted to keep it. And you told Grandma you didn’t know and you’d been drinking so you were worried you’d have a problem and didn’t want to tell anyone. Again, in a reverse situation I’d be talking to YOU. I mean, if I cannot count on my sister to be there and be supportive who can I count on? Now let’s say that I look past all that, because it is possible. The thing I cannot forgive you for is for posting a facebook status hours before you decided to text me. The fact that the rest of world found out long before your family had a clue.

Then there’s the whole pregnancy. I really just wonder if you’ve thought this through. Andy lives so far away from you. How are the two of you going to raise a child together when you’re in different states? You’re just now starting your life and struggling to get by as is. Where is a baby going to fit into this? No more parties and nights out at the bar for you every week like you’re used to. When Jess had Evelyn I didn’t worry at all because I knew she was mature enough to handle raising a child with or without Galen. I cannot honestly say I have the same feeling about you. I just don’t know that you know how much work and responsibility a kid is. Not to mention you’ve never really been good with kids. Not that you’re horrible with them, but I mean, you never even liked babysitting that much. You’d rather have a more “glamorous” job. I just wonder if you’re really really thought about this.

I cannot change your mind. You’re already pregnant. I just cannot really bring myself to be overly ecstatic about this all right now though. Of course, I love you and support you and will help you anyway I can. You’re my sister. But for now, I’m just not that happy with you and it might be awhile before I’m ok with this.

  • 12th August
    2011
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    2011
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    2011
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    2011
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    2011
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    2011
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    2011
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    2011
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    2011
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    2011
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